I'm not sure what it was that finally clicked. But I have made some long over due changes in my life. I need to focus on Fitness. That includes, exercise and eating right.
So for fitness, I joined a gym. It's not the traditional type of gym. It's called Girl Fight Fitness and it's a kickboxing gym for women. With the help of a good friend who agreed to join with me I have gone to 3 classes, tonight will be my 4th. For the first time ever I like exercising. I am not a small woman. And I have faced my biggest number and am making a change. It is very hard for me to say the number but I have said it to 3 people, so I can move forward. I HATE THE NUMBER. I have decided that I am going to "punch" the fat out at kickboxing. I'm not going to lie it's not easy. But it's not walking on a treadmill, which I totally hate. Some of the floor exercises are very hard for me and I have to made adjustments. PUSH-UPS UGH, my arms shake and my knees hurt, but I'm doing them. At home I have been using an exercise stability ball instead of doing some of the things on the floor, hoping to work up to or down to the floor. But it's killing my knees.
Last night I got the ultimate motivation from someone at Girl Fight. I don't even know her name. But after we were done she came over to me and told me I was doing awesome and not to give up. She said she knows how hard it is but to keep doing it. Then she told me that 4 years ago she was 217 pounds heavier. I hugged her and told her she rocked. It was very emotional for me and I had tears in my eyes.
For eating right, I'm doing a combination of things. First I stopped eating after 9pm. That was really hard. Having oh so good but bad snacks while watching TV is very hard to quit. I started using the my fitness pal app on my phone, logging everything I eat. I'm doing an 80/20 plan that gives me a 20% cheat. That boils down to 4 meals or 1 day of cheating per week. And this week I added doing a coffee detox with Oola Tea. Cutting out coffee for 14 days and switching to tea, and drinking a gallon of water every day. OMG it's a lot of water. Talk about trips to the bathroom, it seems like right after I go I have to go again. But it's all good. I have not had any headaches which I was nervous about getting. But I have been biting my nails bad, I don't know why. To help with the cravings I have been putting a drop of grapefruit essential oil by Young Living in my water. It smells good and tastes good. Today my new oil came it's called Slique Essence. It's a blend of Citrus and herbs to help support digestion and weight management. I'm hoping that it helps with cravings. You taste the citrus but you smell the mint.
I'm hoping that I haven't bitten off more than I can chew by trying too many things at once. We shall see how it goes.