Why is it so hard to face reality? I mean I know what's real and what's not, but sometimes all of the chaos of life makes you lose your sense of reality. You keep telling yourself that everything is ok and you start to believe it yourself. When the fact of the matter is that you aren't ok. Things aren't going the way you imagined they would be at your age. Is this what they call a midlife crisis? I think by definition I might be having a midlife crisis, I have a strong desire for change in my life. I just don't know how to do it. Like I know but I can't seem to make the changes necessary for big change to happen. And so I keep searching for an answer. I feel a song coming on, "Here I Go Again," by Whitesnake. I'm not going to stop believing that change is possible and it happens one step at a time. "Don't Stop Believing," by Journey
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