For now it's onto playing around with the layout of my blog and maybe giving it a little make-over.
Thursday, October 12, 2017
Time For a Make Over
It's time for a make over. I've been feeling like I need to do something different with my hair, but the truth is I just go back and forth between two hair styles. Now I'm thinking of giving my blog a make over too. My husband has never like my background. He has always said it was too busy. I wonder if people think that when they look at it? I wonder what people think when they look at me? In my eyes the first thing people probably is fat. Before they even talk to me, that's what I think they see. Then it's probably my boobs and then my hair. I wonder if people see my background before my content, like I think they see my fat before they see me. My red hair has always been my identity. But one day last year when I was subbing I told a girl that my hair used to be the same color as hers, she said that my hair wasn't red. My red has dulled looks more brown and I have lots of grey now. The part of me that used to shine, is fading. Most people would just go and get their hair dyed but I can't do that. That is the one thing that has always driven me crazy...when people would ask me what number hair dye I use. I would always say with pride, " it's natural, you can't get this out of a bottle." The most I have ever done is get high-lights. But it's time for something new, so all I'm left with is a hair cut. I'm going to a new hairdresser on Monday so wish me luck. Maybe she will come up with some thing new for me.